I seriously can not believe how much shit I deal with from people. People who, at bare minimum, should respect me.
If you are wondering why I'm quiet today, ask. If you don't like my answer, get over it.. At least I'm being honest.
And also, I'm sick of this one woman comparing her life to mine. She DARES to tell me that I don't know what tired is. No, dear, I couldn't know what "tired" is. I have only been working for 7 days a week for the past 2.5 months. Nope. No idea what tired is. Please tell me more about you and your PAST working days where you had to work 7 days a week making three meals a day for women and sitting on your fucking ass the rest of the day. Please tell me again, because I don't think I got it the first time. Oh, and please degrade me until I feel like strangling you because I really love that feeling. Don't forget to rub shit in my face, because I'm always in need of a good shit rubbin'! And don't even say goodbye when you leave. Nope, I don't need it. Just leave with an attitude to your shit life at home, which by the way, isn't my fault. You can take it out on me anyway, though. I don't really mind. I don't have enough shit on my plate, please add more!
I'm serious, I'm sick of her. I'm not going to take it anymore. You know, I called my mom crying about this. She told me that it's time to say something and reminded me of how long I've been putting up with everything. Almost a year, she said. I can't even remember, honestly. It feels like forever.
I know that I'm extra emotional today because I am tired. The one day I get to sleep in is the one day that I get woken up by my cats at 6am, a phone call at 9am, and a text at 11am. Gosh, let me sleep people!
And as a side note, people always talk to me about how I sleep so long/late/whatever. I'm severely anemic. It makes me really freaking tired. It's actually a really common symptom of anemia - fatigue. And it honestly doesn't matter if I sleep the recommended 8 hours or 12 hours. I'm still always tired. And when I don't get enough sleep, say <5 hours (today), then my body is in a riot trying to keep me alive and awake. I'm super sensitive, tired, emotional, cranky, and zombie-like.
Oh yeah, but I wouldn't know what "tired" is, would I? Oops.
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