Oh, Baby!

Nope, I'm not pregnant. But my BFF has a 1 year old (tomorrow she'll be one). It's so exciting! Her little one is already walking! Her party is on a Sunday and that makes me happy because at least I'll be able to see them for a little bit before I come into work at 3.

Also, my BFF is getting an official wedding with a white gown, and a big ceremony next year. Her and her hubby got a courthouse wedding almost a year ago, but she still wants the ceremonial service and reception. And she deserves it. It's exciting to me to get to be a part of it.

She asked me via text if I wanted to stand up with her, and of course I said yes! I got a little bummed afterwards because I don't think I'm going to be her maid of honor... Not that I have time as of right now to plan everything and help her out. But she's also not doing anything right now as far as wedding stuff goes except looking at some dresses. Anyway, I was a little hurt, but I'm trying to be understanding too. It's not fair to her if I were her MOH because I have so little time to do anything, let alone add planning wedding showers and going dress shopping and etc. But it still would have been nice. I'm not going to be anyone else's MOH because I don't really have many friends that I'm still close enough with.

Regardless, I'm happy to be in the wedding with her and to be a bridesmaid. The concept of our dresses is really cute. She wants to pick out the color, but we can pick out our styles. I like that idea a lot, and I told her I may steal if for my wedding.

Speaking of my wedding. I hope boyfriend proposes soon. I told him a little while ago that I didn't want to be dating for 5 years and just be waiting for him to propose. He said I wouldn't have to. I know it's only April, but I feel so impatient. Not that there's a reason that I need to be engaged right now, but I feel like it'd be nice.

He's been acting kind of strange. Like nervous. And it's only when we talk about his family reunion. I don't know. Maybe it's nothing. But I remember that he told me, when he was younger that he wanted to propose to his girlfriend underwater. And then he's telling me now that he wants us to take scuba diving lessons. I don't know if that's a coincidence or maybe something more? I'm trying to not think about it too much, because I don't want to be disappointed. And scuba diving sounds fun!