This woman at work is driving me nuts! I hate that I love this job so much. Otherwise, I would be out the door and not having to deal with all this crap! Rawr.
She literally is a totally different person. Something snapped within her, and I guess she sees a psychiatrist, so she's getting meds (that aren't working) but we all know her and that she's an actress in deception. She says there's nothing wrong with her. She says she isn't happy here. She says a lot of things, but either denies the truth or doesn't do anything about it.
She said there's nothing wrong with her. Lie. We can all see it. She isn't the same lady who moved in here over a year ago.
She says she isn't happy here. Maybe a truth, but if she's so unhappy, why stay? She's already been served eviction papers that have since expired, and I'm pretty sure she knows she isn't really welcomed home anymore. Whatever the next step is, the lawyer for this home is taking it.
I can't wait until she's gone.
All she does anymore is talk crap about my grandma to the staff and probably the ladies who also live here. She tells me that she's got some cheap vendors for me and my fiance's wedding, but never gives out the names or numbers to call. She jabbers on and on about how this place would be doing so much better if the ladies could have a key to let themselves in, about how it feels like a prison cell within the house, about how she has a social life which is why she stays out until 5am.
I'm sorry, but first of all, my grandma has been nothing but kind to you. She has remained kind to you and has fought the idea of kicking you out for a very VERY long time. The other ladies living here aren't having the same "problems" with Grandma because they are RESPECTING her and her staff members.
If you've got these cheap vendors, why are you withholding their information? Is it to try and keep yourself around, as if I have pull in who stays or goes because my grandma is boss? Coz I don't. Is it just because you like messing with me? And if that's true, why? I've been mad that you come home late and that you don't feel it's right the way this home works, but I've ALWAYS been respectful. You make me sound like I'm some kind of bitchy teenager but I've never been that way. I've only ever pointed out the truth and you don't like that. I know you don't, but you need to hear it sometimes.
If you want to take a look at the amount of ladies living her versus the room available, here: 8 ladies (including you) living here with a total of 11 rooms. Seems pretty full to me. This place only doesn't do well [in a sense] because most elderly women need the CNA and nurse special care and we don't offer that. It's not because the ladies don't have keys.
And another thing about the keys, there aren't any. Do you ever stop to think why there is a staff member here 24 hours a day? It's because there are no keys. We don't have them, the doors don't allow for them, and it's silly to think replacing the doors would be a good idea. The doors are part of the mansion, why replace them to satisfy your thirst for rebellion? Which that wouldn't even work, I don't think, because you're so caught up in fighting with everyone that if you got that going for you, you'd find something else to complain about.
And last but not least, you have a social life. That's fantastic. We're all happy for you that, despite the way you're acting, you can still have friends and family willing to hang out with you. However, every other lady, staff member, and person in the world has a social life. The ladies just don't stay out until 6am without calling or previously saying that they'll be out that late. I'm not a CNA or a nurse. I'm not paid to stay up the entire 16 hours of my shift waiting for you to return. Sorry bout it, but I'm not. That's fine to have a social life, but let's also throw some respect into that equation. Respect for the staff member who has to be woken up at 3am to let you in and deal with you, and respect for your fellow roommates. They go to bed early, and they have to hear that doorbell or phone ring, too.
Furthermore, when you keep me up waiting for your call or doorbell, you affect the entire rest of my day. I get less sleep, sleep longer at home, have less time to do anything, and then have to come back to work and do it all over again. I know you probably don't think that far ahead, but that's what happens. You get to come home at 6am and sleep until noon, whereas you come home at 6am, I stay up until the cook comes at 7am, and go home to try to sleep. If I get to sleep, I'll stay asleep until 1pm-2pm, wake up, eat something, shower/whatever, and come to work. Do you know how annoying that is to waste my day while you get to do whatever you want? It's not fair and it's disrespectful. All of it.
All of your behavior is disrespectful and that's why you're getting kicked out. That's why you're having all these people "turn on you" even though we haven't. We just can't deal with you. We can't handle you. We aren't trained to deal with the types of behaviors you are exhibiting. End of story.
So, now that that's off my chest, there's one more thing that's stressing me out beyond belief. And I know it's all in my head. But... I can't lose this weight. I can't get myself outside to go running, or get myself exercising in any way. I know that I just need to do it, end of story. It's just getting so much easier to make excuses and that sucks, because I'm really good at convincing myself to not do something that I really don't want to do...
Boo :(
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