Ok. I'm lying when I say this is my first blog. I'm just tired of signing in and out of google and youtube because my accounts are under different emails. So, here I am.
Recently I've been feeling pretty let down by my friends. Not by anything they do in particular, because when we do converse, it's really nice and feels like old times. But the fact that we rarely talk anymore bothers me to no end. Like, how can I call you my friends when we talk probably 2-3 times a month anymore and you 'like' my facebook posts? It makes no sense to me. And the friends that I do still have are dwindling to about 2 that are all my own; totaling around 6-7 that I'm friends with through my boyfriend.
And it doesn't necessarily bother me that I don't have that many friends. I actually like being alone sometimes. And now that I'm so busy with 2 jobs, I don't have to worry about disappointing a whole lot of people. That sounds a little silly, but hey, that's how I feel.
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