Since I've been working 7 days a week for the last 3.5 months, I miss out on everything and it really sucks. My only saving grace is that I still get to see my boyfriend but those times have been diminished as well.
I can't see my family. I mean, I see them, but I can't just go and visit. They have to come to me because with all the things I need to get done at my home, I can't take the time away and drive a few minutes to visit.
I can't see my best friend. I haven't seen her since last month on her daughter's birthday party! We used to have a routine down where I would get to see her every week and see her daughter grow up. Now I feel like a total outsider. I haven't had a call or text from her in that long as well...
I have no time to exercise. Well, truth is I do, but it's that or sleep. When you're me, sleep wins over everything - I'm not even sorry about it. I liked to have 4 days off where I could just go outside on a walk... With my best friend...
All I do is work. I hate it. I wish that I could just quit CK. I really do. Nobody there is worth staying for.
My grandma said something to me today that freaked me out, though. I was telling her about how CK wanted to hire me and she said that I could quit CPH, and I told her that I couldn't because CK doesn't give me enough money to even survive on. She then said to me that I don't know if [CPH] is going to always be there. So I'm not sure what to make of that. I don't think I've done anything wrong that would entitle her to fire me, and I love the ladies and they love me - she tells me that all the time. So I just don't know what that means and if I should shluff it off or if I need to be worried about it.
Meh. I want a nap.
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