Well. That didn't go as I had planned.
As usual, I was pretty much excluded. I mean, not to say that anyone was doing it intentionally, but I was 1 of 3 newbies and the other 2 had much more interesting things to talk about with the family than I did.
His family is nice, but I feel like it'll be one of those things that I'll have to deal with forever.
Also, I'm heartbroken. Boyfriend and I had a serious talk about the engagement plans and he's honestly broke and can not afford a ring until sometime next year. He's upset, and I'm upset, and I can't talk to him about it because it just makes him more upset.
End of the story is he and I will be together over 5 years before we get engaged. I said I wouldn't do it. But I don't just want to leave him on the note of "Oh, you don't have credit? Well we can't be together then." because he didn't know. I get that. It just has made me so upset and I can't stop crying every time I think about the one thing I want more than anything and that I won't get it for a very long time.
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